Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Life Getting Ahead..

Finished "Revolution 2020" in flat 2 days..!!!!!
That's record time.. Haven't finished any book (page-to-page) in two days..
Proud of myself..!!!! :)

This story din't have a Happy Ending..
A bit disappointed about that..
So used to Chetan's Happy Endings..
The book overall was hardcore realistic.. But the ending became filmy (the part before the climax.. 'Cause everything gets alright at the end of the climax in Bollywood).

Life had always been unfair to Gopal.. He deserved justice in the end at least.. :(

But then again, what is a "Happy Ending" ????
The protagonist getting his soul mate, the love of his life ?
Getting married and settling down ?!?!
Is that what "Happy Ending" means ?!?!
I guess that's a Happy Ending in novels and movies..
But in Reality, Life doesn't stop at that.. There is a Beginning of a new story after the so called "Happy Ending"..
Or you just keep meeting the wrong people in life, and then someday you will most definitely find The One for you.. And yes, that will be one Happy Phase of Life.. :)

Every person is a Hero in his/her Life.. The protagonist of their own Life story..
Whether they do all the right things or wrong.. Whether they've been fair or have done injustice at some point or the other to somebody or the other.. Still everybody likes to see himself a Hero in his own story..
And they have all the right to do so..

I'm in a Revolutionary phase of Life right now..
How I was yearning for a change to happen.. Finally, got my well-deserved change.. :)

Life is full of surprises.. And it has given me a surprise, a pleasant one..
Here I am, getting ahead in Life.. :)

College starts next week..
I'm so very excited.. So happy for myself.. :)
I'm going to get a Masters degree from a Regular College that too an International Degree from South Asia University, London..!!!!
First one to reach the Masters level of education in my family.. (Mom-Dad, Bro-Sis)..
The second to get an MBA in my immediate clan..

I will be shutting up all those @$$#%* who underestimated me or disapproved of me or ever looked down upon me..

In a couple of months, will be out of CBay.. (Gosh! How much I hate that place..!!)
Waiting so eagerly for the day when I will put down my papers.. So wanna get rid of that place..

M.B.A. was a big decision.. And I took exactly 2 nights to make this decision..
I went through all the pros and cons.. and the pros list won..

Yeah, a huge chunk of my savings from the past 7 years will go for the MBA fees..
But I'm happy I'm not dependent on my parents for that.. I'll support my further studies with my hard earned money without being a burden on anybody (even my parents).. Its such an amazing feeling..!!!! :)

Life is going to be so hectic for the next 2 years.. So busy that even 24 hours a day won't be enough for me..
I will have to toggle between internship and classes and the quarterly exams..
Won't have time to think about anything or do anything that I like..
But that's what I wanted.. I wanted something that will keep me so busy that I do not have time to think of some things in Life..

I wasn't ambitious ever..
I had always thought of earning till I get married and be a home-maker after that..
But now I'm contemplating that.. I think I want to be a career woman..
And then again, I dunno what Life has in store for me..
For now, my MBA is my goal.. and I will achieve it..!!!!

Wonder how its going to be sitting and studying (not reading)..
I've lost touch with studies..
And CBay has rusted my brain, my memory, my communication skills, my confidence, everything..

Now, with every interview my confidence is increasing, and I'm also building up my coms..
Thankfully, am meeting so many people now who are building up my confidence, first one being Nehruzii Sir.. He is just so encouraging.. After my Aptitude and Psychometric tests, he has more confidence in me than I can ever have in myself.. And I will give my best and try hard not to dishearten him.. :)
(But damn, he is so strict..)

Before, I never could answer the question who my idol is.. But now I can proudly say Nehruzii Sir is my idol.. :)
He's gone through so much in life to have attained the status and position he is in right now..
When he speaks, its so motivating.. I'm just so impressed with him.. :)

And I've never seen Maa-Daddy so proud of me.. They're so supportive.. I realized it now.. :)

Burdened with too many hopes.. I just hope I don't let down anybody..
More than anybody else I don't want to let myself down..

And so now begin the most crucial years of my Life..
My belief in Allah has strengthened over the past couple of months..
I read Quran everyday now.. I don't sleep unless I read 50 verses every single day..
I thank Allah for answering my prayers, and I pray He gives me all the patience, strength, endurance, and of course memory power..
'Ameen.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Nice