Circle of Friends in the Circle of Life!

It's been overdue for a very very very long time now.  More than a year since my last post.  Not a single one in 2012.  But I think it is good not to write at all instead of forcing myself to come up with words, which at times might not even be the right words.  You see I've realized I've grown stronger mentally and emotionally as a person over the past year.  But it is good to come back once in a while, & here I am, maybe not with the right words, but with what I feel and think.

I used to watch “Friends” and “How I Met Your Mother” and always wonder does such a friends group exist in real life.  You know what, it does exist.  It’s not just in reel life, it can actually exist in real life.  I believed this only when I found my Group.  My F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

We don’t exactly know how, but we all just got pulled like iron fillings towards the magnet of Friendship.  From a class of 60+ students, it was just with each other that the 4 of us blended so well.  The friendship has grown so strong that it is evident to every living creature in GEMS (I mean it, even the dogs in the campus know that we 4 belong together).  The friendship has blossomed to the extent that people turn green with jealousy every time they see us together.  People talk about us, lecturers take our friendship as example for the other students.  We spend our weekdays anticipating and planning the weekend, & each weekend is an epic in its own, ‘cause when the Chandaal Chowkdi comes together, hell breaks loose!

All moments are being captured to be treasured for life.

My relationship with each one of them is at different wavelengths, but yet each one of them is special to me in their own way (some being very special for me).  I’m addicted to them, and I can’t imagine life without them.

But soon reality is going to hit us, hit us hard!

Things are not going to remain the same.  Each one of our lives is going to change, is going to move on.  I fear missing this time so much, so much that I don’t want it to end.  I fear I will someday be just another friend among the 100s of friends in their Facebook list.

Why can’t time just freeze for us?!

Why can’t we have the same equation with each other as now all throughout our life?!

Is there really something called “Friends for Life”?!

Will we able to find the same comfort level in any other group?!

So many unanswered questions, and so less time.

Time is flying.  We’ve already finished more than a year together.  Just a couple of months left, and soon the college life will come to an end.  Each one will move on in life, into different phases of their lives, leaving a huge void in my life.

I know I should stop being a pessimist and start enjoying every moment I have with them, & that’s what I intend to do!

Make this memorable for them and for me….

‘Cause they are my Circle of Friends in the Circle of Life!