Whats Going On ?!

I really dunno from where to start..
So many things are happening..
So many changes all of a sudden..
What am I gonna do ?!?!

In the past 2-3 days 2 drastic changes have taken place.

1) Mom and Sadiq got hurt. Kinda met with an accident on Sunday. But they are absolutely fine now with just some very serious bruises, especially Mom. I just hope she gets well soon.

We are having a family bonding time right now at home. Before this everybody was busy with their lives, their daily routine, their daily schedules, trying and fulfilling their own needs.. Just not caring about Mom, when She was always caring about all of us, catering all our needs, doing everything for us. Now we are trying our best to stay with her and help her in all ways we can.

Mom I really really really love you a lot. This stupid incident has made me realize how much I was far away from you. I dunno far by what means but really after this incident you've got too close to me. You were close to me before also, the only person I really care of, worry about, and the only person I love the most.. and you will always be.

I LOVE YOU A LOT MOM !!

2) Guess what ?!?!
Cold War-II came to an end.
Yep.. Varsha and Me are back together..
This happened today.
I came back from breakfast and was logging in.. Then all of a sudden heard "Aysha.." from my left.. I turned to see and it was her.
We smiled at each other..
She: Aysha, next month meri shaadi hai.
Me: Uh.. what ?!
She: Haan.
Me: Uh.. Kya ?! Sachi mein ?!
She smiles.
Me: Um.. Uh.. Itni jaldi ?!

I had the most silly look on my face I think.. Coz she was going on smiling at me.

The only thing I was constantly saying all through our conversation was "Itni Jaldi ?!" like a stupid.

Hmmm.. Remember my post on Wedding Bells and "Ab kiska number aayega ?!"..
Lo Varsha ka number aagaya.. ;-D

I don't understand why do we always wait for something to happen to realize the value of the people around us ?!
We get busy, selfish, greedy, running behind things that we hope to get.. that we are not really sure we will get.

We always forget about the people around us. The ones who are really very close to you. Who need our attention and love.
Why, why do we get so bad ?!
I dunno about everybody else but I think I was.. Am very bad. :-(

The other person is equally to be blamed. Not me alone.
The same thing happened with Varsha and Me.
Anyway, all is well that ends well.

I got back Varsha and I'll try my best not to lose her again. Coz both of us don't have enough time now. I was really very desperate in the fast few days to get back to her. Maybe my sixth sense got activated then.. ;-)
But I dint have that strength to talk to her.

All said and done.. All Cold Wars came to an end.. So now lets stay happy all the time we have with us now.
We already lost a lot of time.

2006 was really very bad.
2007 is good till now but things are happening so fast.. Not leaving any time for me to stop and think.

So many other changes are happening.. and in the end of all this I think I will be left alone.
One by one everybody is leaving me.. to get further ahead in their own lives..

Am really really really very happy for them, but sad that they are leaving.

I pray they get all that they want. Hope their dreams come true..

All the Best to All of You !!
And I Love You All a Lot !!
Am sure going to miss you all a lot.

Now I will try not to be that Sensitive Fool I was in 2006..
And be a very mature and Sensible person.

So Aysha is ready for a change !!
Hope its good for me..
Wish me best of luck.

Hmmmm.. Quite a loooooong post...
Have so much more to say.
But right now am in mixed emotions.
I dunno if I should feel happy or sad.

Still shocked status post "Itni Jaldi ?!" ;-)
Seriously, I dunno what to say.. I have so much to say but lacking words.
May be some more in the next post.

Au revoir !!